Benadryl

I hate saying no to things, I feel like I have had to turn a lot of things down lately, even though it's only 3. Usually I try and do everything all at once no matter how crazy it makes me, so I'm trying something new and saying sorry maybe not this time. Damn it. I had to turn down an audition and super-ing for Ballet Jorgen. But the second one doesn't really bother me all that much. The audition just would have been super stressful and I would have had two hours to get ready for it, take the ttc to it, have the audition then take the ttc to HoneyKats rehearsal. Probably wouldn't go smooth.
Kenzie girl, I hope you are happier back in Calgary. I'll miss you here, even though we never had the time to hang out often enough.
Sorry for not seeing you tonight Laura, things are chaotic this week, except not. Just things aren't going as planned maybe.
Sometimes I feel really happy with what I am doing. Having an academic class mushed into all the dancing really makes me realize it. I don't have to sit it a desk. If I can make it, I will not have to sit in a desk as a career. I can't sit in a desk. Stephen's class also makes me in love with life, I just look around and everyone is so happy in his class. My first rehearsal with Kathleen is tomorrow, I wonder how that will be?
The On the Move conference is in two weeks, I am kind of excited, I forget if I have booked it off work yet?? Work is going to hate me.
Christine asked me if I was taking the working abroad class, I wonder why she asked?

Well this little pink pill is starting to make me sleepy.

Dance Ontario in 3 days. AH! I'm scared.