Is there such thing as memory sick? I miss the past.
If so, that's what I am. I miss the summer, the way spring feels, adventures with Scott. I know I am sort of on one with him right now, but instead of concentrating it around fun, it's just reality. I wouldn't trade it for the world, but it's my reading week, I want some fun?
I can't wait till the cold is over, and I can't wait till the lump in my throat leaves. I need to get out of the house that's all.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
25 Days later...
So far so good, it seems so natural to have Scott here. Time is flying by faster than I could have ever imagined. I don't have to do a seemingly endless count down of days anymore. For now at least. Money seems to be at an issue, and time together is not less meaningful, but it's just there and it's nice and comfortable and relaxing.
We are used to cramming everything into a week. A power couple that can cram two months worth of dates into a week, it's our specialty.
Other than that, I graduate in 8 weeks? Holy shit. So many things I want to do. I want to dance so bad, does anyone understand how much I just want to dance. My interviews with my teachers were all too good to be true, I never really told anyone to detail what they said, other than my mom and Scott. They all think I can do Europe. Me?? Europe, this is actually something I can do? They think I have a shot. And as much as this should be slightly comforting, it isn't. I just really want to dance.
I'm on reading week, hopefully I can get up the courage to take a drop in class one of these days this week. They make me so nervous the first time, why isn't Harbor here?!?!? I miss Vancouver. I'm working full time hours, I need the money. I can't really stand nothing occupying my day anyways. I mean what is that? DJD's audition in a couple weeks, I don't really know if I like their stuff, not really what I have seen on YouTube anyways. But you know it's worth a shot, audition experience and stuff.
And I hope I get into TDT THIS SUMMER!
Anyways I better go kiss my really cute boyfriend.
Love life!
We are used to cramming everything into a week. A power couple that can cram two months worth of dates into a week, it's our specialty.
Other than that, I graduate in 8 weeks? Holy shit. So many things I want to do. I want to dance so bad, does anyone understand how much I just want to dance. My interviews with my teachers were all too good to be true, I never really told anyone to detail what they said, other than my mom and Scott. They all think I can do Europe. Me?? Europe, this is actually something I can do? They think I have a shot. And as much as this should be slightly comforting, it isn't. I just really want to dance.
I'm on reading week, hopefully I can get up the courage to take a drop in class one of these days this week. They make me so nervous the first time, why isn't Harbor here?!?!? I miss Vancouver. I'm working full time hours, I need the money. I can't really stand nothing occupying my day anyways. I mean what is that? DJD's audition in a couple weeks, I don't really know if I like their stuff, not really what I have seen on YouTube anyways. But you know it's worth a shot, audition experience and stuff.
And I hope I get into TDT THIS SUMMER!
Anyways I better go kiss my really cute boyfriend.
Love life!
Friday, February 1, 2008
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